My Hidden Sector

Just finished stalking Dr Ng's blog. Spent about 1 hour?? After all, he is just a human like us. At some point, we do look-alike. He had no confident before this.. Kena scolded by primary school teacher in front of everyone because of his essay writing. Doubted by his friends regarding about medical answers. Told by his friend that he was in his friend's dream bout failing that particular subject and repeated that year moment before he steps in to the exam hall. (HOLY!! BAD luck sial) Doubted by his own dad regarding about his ability to start form 6 and to get a seat in UM MBBS. I am not that unconfident but however I can see that I fake a lot. Fake to be more confident but there's this saying where people say "Fake it until you made it" LOL HAHA Okay so after 7 weeks being in the hospital, I am more certain that I want to be a doctor. I have no exact answers to answer WHY DO YOU WANT TO BECOME DOCTOR. But, there is a drive inside me that I know GOD wants me to be a DR. (Being so christian-ish suddenly HAHAHA) But this is true story. I kinda felt it whenever I wanna give up studying back in year 1 and year 2. First week in orthopedics department. Life is tough here. So blur about all the anatomy. The bones.. muscles.. joints.. and so much more. There is no other way but to spend more time studying. I can do this! okay.. CRICK CRICK CRICK... BACK TO STUDYING! GOGO ORTHO!