Just finished stalking Dr Ng's blog. Spent about 1 hour?? After all, he is just a human like us. At some point, we do look-alike. He had no confident before this.. Kena scolded by primary school teacher in front of everyone because of his essay writing. Doubted by his friends regarding about medical answers. Told by his friend that he was in his friend's dream bout failing that particular subject and repeated that year moment before he steps in to the exam hall. (HOLY!! BAD luck sial) Doubted by his own dad regarding about his ability to start form 6 and to get a seat in UM MBBS. I am not that unconfident but however I can see that I fake a lot. Fake to be more confident but there's this saying where people say "Fake it until you made it" LOL HAHA Okay so after 7 weeks being in the hospital, I am more certain that I want to be a doctor. I have no exact answers to answer WHY DO YOU WANT TO BECOME DOCTOR. But, there is a drive inside me that I know GOD wants me to be a DR. (Being so christian-ish suddenly HAHAHA) But this is true story. I kinda felt it whenever I wanna give up studying back in year 1 and year 2. First week in orthopedics department. Life is tough here. So blur about all the anatomy. The bones.. muscles.. joints.. and so much more. There is no other way but to spend more time studying. I can do this! okay.. CRICK CRICK CRICK... BACK TO STUDYING! GOGO ORTHO!

Its been awhile. . I am now year 3 student in medic. Yeah medicine.. I don't know if I'm running in the rat race?? (quote from rich dad poor dad) Rat-race= Following the norms living life the usual way (study hard, get good grades, get good job, work hard, build a family, but have no idea when to retire) I think I'm in the process of second stage now (striving for good grades). Okay.. so how is the life of year 3 medic student? Life is tiring. However, I have build a nice habit and I think it is beneficial for me. The habit is waking up at 4-5am everyday and work on myself before school starts. Okay.. so the usual thing I do every morning is studying . . . . . At 8am, we have to be in school for SGTs (Short group teaching). And at around 1-2pm, we have to be in hospital. Okay, so what do we do in the hospital? Nothing much really. Just asking stupid questions from patients and try to get a diagnosis out of it. So right now as I am typing this, I am in the end of my paediatrics posting. I have bed-side examination later in the afternoon. My first posting ever. I like paediatrics. I Like seeing their happy and active faces. I don't know if I gonna be a paediatrician one day? Haha well just gotta work hard (RAT RACE) LOL ok. Gonna go back to studying~ Till next time blogger.